Doors

you only have to open two doors and then will be free,,

you can go all around

it will be over


However, it`s not easy to cross the doors by myself !!!


SUPPORT ME

"FOLLOW ME"

Hello hiddden visitors !!

To all my readers,

hello :)
I can see that the counter is increasing day after day ! but no comment till now .However that makes me happy,somebody is reading my silly day by day comments and wonders..

Thanks for being here,

Even if it is only a quick look to see what`s that crazy girl doing today !!


Tschuss

she,,

She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
Maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell....

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She maybe the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows in the past
That I remember 'till the day I die

She maybe the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I care for through the rough and ready years

Me, I'll take the laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is
She....She
Oh, she....

Mr moon

Dear Moon,

Your first appearance in 2011 was magnificent that everyone had a call did tell the other,," CHECK THE MOON".

I think 2011 was not a good start at any country around, But u were still shinning !

Werent you sad that everyone is sad !

You know, i think it`s not good to be there up high watching people everyday knowing how they feel what they do !

Knowing who is sad,watching people`s tears !

However you are still there shinning coming every month to tell us there is a reason to smile, they is still something in that world to stare at and to wonder how beautiful it is.

Please come everyday !

you become my friend "here",

waiting for you at night Mr moon :)

Tschuss

Worried 19/1

Confused !
over loaded
Stressed !

no i am not saying whatever like before,,,

because i am really worried !!

Follow me

i dont know if it would be successful or not !

i need a track,

"follow me"

with the right decision ever

personality and mind !


Life,be easy !

ya rab

ya rab
ya rab
ya rab

Only GOD knows

16/1 - 2

trying not to suicide

16/1/11

16/1/11
Severe Depression

for a known reason

Balloons

"Balloons, change my mood !!"

flower at my door !

i wake up oneday

to find a flower at my door

it is that color that cant be explained, surrounded by the greenish papers that makes its colors much more bright !

i kissed the flower,

looked right, and left

wondering who !! when but not why !!


WHOEVER,,,WHENEVER !!

i am abroad, and i recieved a flower from an unknown,,


let me tell u a secret, unknown is somewhere near but i cant see,

it is a reason for a smile today and tomorrow in that depressing world..


i loved the greenish papers more than loving the flower itself !! it`s full of life,,

how could a flower be a reason for a smile, thanks to the greenish leaves

i love it ~

i love it

اخر الدنيا!!

مفيش حاجة اخر الدنيا
يعني ليه ازعل علي اي حاجة !!

معرفشي !!!

بلا خيبة
محدش واخد منها حاجة

Beautiful,Today !

Today, i decided to be beautiful

inside & outside !

Sunny day 8/1/2011

today,,a sunny day !!
sun in germany ! who could believe this

oOoh,,no more white outside,,Snow are not there !!!

Could you believe this

i think today deserves a walk,,a walk to remember,,,

No snow,,it`s 6 !

today is good !
it`s only 6 degrees outside

yes, raining,,

but at least there is no snow,,, :))

قالى دلوعه .. قلتله اوعى

بعتم بالليالى وحدى لحالى
وما حدا طل من قبالى
ايدوو مالى ع الهدى

شفته من بعيد .. ماشى وحيد
صار بعينيه .. يعطى مواعيد
و بسمه ع شفاف .. قالتلوا اقف
حدك مشينى .. و الايد بالايد

سوا اتمشينا و نظره عينينا ملبكى
شو حكيوا علينا و لا اهتمينا بالحكى
وصلنا ع الدرب اللى يودى غرب
صار يغازلنى و يحكى بالحب
قالى دلوعه .. قلتله اوعى
و صارت مسموعه دقات القلب

شفته من بعيد .. ماشى وحيد
صار بعينيه .. يعطى مواعيد
و بسمه ع شفاف .. قالتلوا اقف
حدك مشينى .. و الايد بالايد

دواير

ولا حاضر ولا ماضي تروس بتلف علفاضي

ولا فينا شباب زعلان ولا فينا شباب راضي

مفيش غير اننا بندور ندور ندور

adapt

So foggy !!
this part is full of fog, that is endless !!

sometimes i just wonder why, and i just tell myself that this would end so soon and i will be fine, and it would only be a nightmare,
and then i wake up the next day and find that everything is still the same and nothing changes,
and u realize that i am only escaping the reality and i should only try to adapt to the presence and not to escape to nowhere !!!

i want to escape you but i cant, i think i have to adapt !!!

ADAPT !

Winter

i wish i could enjoy winter the same way as she does,,

الضياااااااااع

this part is called "الضياع الاخلاقي"