Yesterday

Yesterday, it was tuesday !!! guesS what ! yea not good !

i wake up verrry early !
i lost my mobile !
the office of the stupid visa was closed ! after 2 hrs journey !!! ah and -7 degrees !! with a shoes that can absorb anything,,,hint: my leg fingers were already frozen !
repeating the journey again !!

So let`s count 2 hrs going and back =4 x 2=8 !! eight hours hehehehehahahahahahohohoh !

the worst part was the weather,i thought i would love snow,,,,except for yesterday--that`s what i thought--

But i recongnized that i wake up everyday morning,,and look at the outside gloomy whitish silent streets,,and say ""*(**&)(*&*"" <
and just remember how sunny it could be in egypt just right now !!!

LET`S SEE THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THE 8 HRS JOURNEY !

during my 2nd return,i met a lebanese girl who is 18 years old,,she is really cute,,,she isnot german,,her father is from lebanon and her mum from other country,,,and she dont know arabic words except close and open the door !!

but we were able to understand each other,,,I smiled and i thought that everything happened just to meet this girl and to know people from that small tiny village,,,it`s destiny ,,i hope it is the right word...

but at the same time i was thinking that i wake up in the very early morning and found the office closed,,and returned back,,just to lose my mobile,,,Destiny too !

hint:--i was starting to write that i hated myself for losing it--but i deleted it

Everything happened and will happen and happens for a reason,,,i hope that it would be a good reasons,,!!

wish me luck,,and pray for me

Hope tomorrow sunshines,,,NOT LITERALLY HOPE !!



HEY THERE,,I really feel that someone there is just saying what`s this shit !! but i really want to scream,,,and instead i just write out everything

i think it would be better than screaming,,,dont you ?!