Ain't no mountain high enough...

My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart
If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
As fast as I can

ليه !

بدلت حبك ليه
ليه بالأسية ؟

SICK PERSON?

definitly,,
i need a hug

very true one

make me feel,,,"sara,,u r safe" "sara, u wont be hurt anymore" "sara,you are my kid" "sara, close your eyes,and JUMP !"


AM I A SICK PERSON ?!

我愛你

ICHEN
MY DEAR FRIEND

I MISS YOU :)



我愛你



wish that sun shines in your room every day,,,in worst cases day after day :)


i miss your massage :) and i miss your laugh,,i miss riding the bike !! THOUGH THEY WERE ONLY 5 SECONDS :D



WISH I CAN MEET YOU


YOU KNOW WHAT,,i feel that if i saw u oneday as a surpirse i will burst to tears,,,

please be my surprise oneday,,,wrap urself in a box and come to where i am living,,,


WISH YOU ALL THE BEST,,,YOU R MY LOVELY DEAR FRIEND..


ICHEN..YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART :) ....love you

بالبلدي كده

بالبلدي كده

ميخدش حق الست غير ايديها


و لو مخدتش حقها بإديها يبقي برجليها



و تحية للرجل النادر


و ليسقط الرجل الشرقي !

كلمة وقفة في زوري !!!!

انت في الطراوة يا ولدي !



 

البكاء لا يكفي

هناك دائما جرح بالداخل ! 

"DEeeeeeeeeep"Ression !

hi !
it`s only couple of days before getting marriage !
yes my wedding ! can u believe it !

i think i have to be happy but actuallly i am not
i feel stressed,,
have alot of things to do

i am not readyyy

THE BRIDE ISNT READY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


plus
i spend most of the time alone

doing every single issue alone


i dont even have anyone beside to ask for opinions, may be i am kind of persons who just dont accept other opinions easily,,but i still need them !

the worst part of anything,,isnt knowing how to choose the thing itself !! what`s the thing that can be good looking...that fits me

I DONT KNOW !


there were so many moments when i felt that i was alone in life,,,,,,,EVERYTHING I DO,,,I DO IT ALONE ! and i thought that those momets are not existing anymore ! BUT THEY ACTUALLY DO!!

DEPRESSING HA??

I am a depressed bride
and the point is that i NEVER ASK FOR HELP...AND I WILL NEVER DO !

DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THIS,,YES, I WILL NEVER DO


hopless,,helpless,,clueless,,very weak personality...so much depressed,,and depending on others...
may be that`s why i lived alone,,because i never ask for help,,,or dont like...so i tend to live in a cave with a few needs in order not to need others

but actually and the whole shitty truth is that i am totally depending on others,,,and this kills me,,,and it proves that i am 100 percent has a weak personality..

I AM REALLY DEPRESSED
TOTALLY ANNOYED
AND FULLY CONTROLLED BY OTHERS

I HATE ME NOW
I HATE WEAK POOR SARA
I HATE ME THINKING OF OTHERS

I HATE MEEEEEEEE

ALONE/HAPPY !!! HOW ?!

I HATE MYSELF
I HATE IT WHEN I NEED HELP FROM OTHERS
I HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE GIVE ME ORDERS
I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO ASK MY FATHER FOR HELP
I HATE WHEN I ASK FIM FOR MONEY
I HATE BEING PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND FINANCIALLY DEPENDING ON OTHERS

I WANT TO LIVE ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE AND STILL BE HAPPY
HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN !


I NEED TO WORK
TO DO SOMETHING THAT I JUST LOVE !

RING!!!!!

"انا اتجوزت" 

CIRCUS

 

 

 

LOST IN THE CIRCUS !

I was given thousands of reasons to hate you..but i never did !

We start a story with a word, and we end it with a fullstop.